Disturbing things you've suffered though/experinced..

I went through 2 years of recurring nightmares due to a paranormal show, despite being 12 at the time it happened and the show being what some would consider "Just special effects and crap".

The show was called "A Haunting", I remember correctly..

Sitting on my bed with a cast on one of my legs(I'm flat-footed) and we had Dish Network at the time and it was in 2007.

I was surfing through the guide as usual, and find a show called "A Haunting" and out of stupid curosity, I watched it.
One night I was fine.. next, I wasn't.. nightmare started to break the once God-protected serenity that I had and it affected me back..

I would stay up until 3:00 AM in the morning every night...waiting to see what would happen..(course nothing happened..)

Those nightmares were f**ked-up, man..

Sometimes I would see things with featureless, pupiless eyes..

One time, it was something with hoofs..

I suffered it for 2 years..

In New Mexico was where the nightmares gained power...

I know at one time I watched The Shining when I was about 13

The movie seemed fine to me until...that..one..scene..
Where Jack Nicholson goes into the bathroom and sees a beautiful vixen and then after some kissing she turns into a old, rotting cadaver, that's when the nightmares gained power, but overall despite that one scene, I found the movie pretty cool..

and then coming back here...they were worse, My nightmares could rival some things..

My nightmares were torture.. it was always "Can't sleep until the clock strikes 3:00 AM(it changed to 1:00 AM at some point)

Necropolises,Dystopia,graveyards,demons,rape,you name it..

Notably I have been banned from 5 forums..but something could have been the cause..

When I posted something wrong and some of the members would throw their cruel words at me, I went insane..
Trying to get rid of the horrors by releasing anger..

I also have large obsession with the final boss of the SNES game, EarthBound.. Giygas
Giygas has been told to be inspired by a traumatic event suffered by the creator of the game..

Now one thing seemed to be, I could only find comfort and temporary serenity from a weird,quirky SNES game...

Now I've gone through a lot..

I accidently saw my first glimpse of pornography at the age of 6..

I had a phobia of thunderstorms and lighting, but unlike most cases, I would go mental..
"I'VE GOTTA SAVE MY GAMES!*moves video games downstairs*""THERE'S A TORNADO WATCH IN OUR AREA!WE GOTTA PREPARE THE
ANIMALS!" and stuff like that..

I suffered from a pornography addiction twice, and of course when I was 13 and 14, respectively..

I was neglected by my birthmother, she would bring some guy over and ignore me, I had to eat some Reese's pieces
once to fufill my hunger..She did not take care of me too well and she is mentally ill after all..

I've seen everything on the internet(hentai,ero guro,rape,etc..) mostly because of ED(Encyclopedia Dramatica)

Now back to my nightmares..

and when it hit 2009, I did of course go through a second pornography addiction.. but after losing my computer to
a hard drive crash, I needed something to fufill it..So after 7 or 8 years of strictly Nintendo systems and hating
on Sony and Microsoft, I got a Playstation 2..Now my mom did want this one game called,Resident Evil 4..

However she couldn't play because she thought the controls were hard to use..
However I played it and oddly it had two effects on me, for one it strengthened my nightmares and yet, two it
matured me in inexplicable ways(Weird, a M-rated game bringing a child stuck in a teen's body in the light and
maturing him..).

After 2 years of the constant nightmares, I wanted serenity and relief..

One day when a painter came to our house again(he was painting our piano)..and I flat out told about my nightmares
(kept it a secret for 2 years..) and my mom came up to my room and let out some holy water and the nightmares
were gone..Finally, serenity..

I'm 15 now and owner of a forum..

I am still recovering from most of the stuff, but nightmares do come occasionally, but they are not as severe..

It has been 15 years of trauma,serenity,happiness and other stuff..

I'm a kid who survived two years of nightmares..

Now I do still have phasmophobia(fear of ghosts) and I have a feeling of malaise sometimes when I
see certain horror movies..

I've gone through a lot and I'm turning out fine..

and instead of being frightened by it,I have a interest in horror...

Any disturbing experinces you've had?

...Wow.

That uh... wow.

I've gone through a lot a crap in my life..

I've made it out just fine..

*twitch* *twitch*
Wut.

Well I've been on a few shock sites.. Stuff scares me and then I forget about it the next day (after thinking about it the rest of the first day)

SockWizard wrote:*twitch* *twitch*
Wut.

Well I've been on a few shock sites.. Stuff scares me and then I forget about it the next day (after thinking about it the rest of the first day)

Screamers don't exactly affect me too much..

It just comes up and I don't really react..

I saw a shock site once because of a spammer, it was disgusting.

There was this one thing that bothered me because it was gross, but I can't say what it was.

hotspot wrote:I saw a shock site once because of a spammer, it was disgusting.

There was this one thing that bothered me because it was gross, but I can't say what it was.

Screamers don't exactly affect me, really.Just special effects and photoshop stuff.

I had a major motorbike accident in 2001 and broke 13 different bones, suffered internal bleeding, had to have plates fiited in my skull and had to learn to walk and write again, took 5 years before I was back to my old self again.

richazey wrote:I had a major motorbike accident in 2001 and broke 13 different bones, suffered internal bleeding, had to have plates fiited in my skull and had to learn to walk and write again, took 5 years before I was back to my old self again.

Ouch, pretty bad injury..

how long were you in the hospital?

Now anyways, something else I've gone through..

Me and my mom were in Texas and I was two years old.
We were in a mobile home and then one night, we had a tornado outbreak and we had 13 tornadoes around us..
and it was in Jarrel, Texas..
Now a lot of things happened.

A guy died trying to get to his car and all that was left of him was his arm on the door handle.
and some other stuff..

That event caused me to suffer astraphobia(or whatever phobia there is for storms), but I got over it thorugh maturity and faith.
Now luckly, the tornado went over us..


Now interestingly, we've had storms here in Ohio on holidays..

One on Memorial Day in I guess 2004 or 2005..
Another, somewhere in June and I lost a pair of my glasses, we had a pool and we were having fun in there and we had to get out and seek shelter..
We've had some pretty bad storms..

After moving back here in Ohio in 2008(We lived in New Mexico for a year, it sucked ), the Sunday after one of my spend the nights with my friends(We played Super Smash Bros. Brawl, it was awesome man ), we were going to visit my grandfather and we couldn't, because the winds were noticably high.. and we actually ended up in the remants of Hurricane Ike, we lost electricity for a day.The siding of our house was ripped off.

Over 6 months, i woke up 2 days after and asked the bloke next to me what film he was watching he said to me its the news and it happened to be sep11th, then I relasied I was still alive and had to get myself fit again.

Hello everyone, Ghost here. I really don't have any distrurbing life story to post in this topic so I have decided to expose the admin for trying to gain people's empathy so they'll feel sorry for him and join the forum. This is all a failure ploy and I woudnt take it with a grain of salt. So all you forumgoers, join me as we embark on a journey to expose all the flaws in this mans story. Granted there will be alot so bear with me on this.

Administrator wrote:I went through 2 years of recurring nightmares due to a paranormal show, despite being 12 at the time it happened and the show being what some would consider "Just special effects and crap".

The show was called "A Haunting", I remember correctly..

First off, recurring nightmares do not exist. You'd hafta be pretty stupid to even beileve something like that could happen. Recurring nightmares only happen in movies and novels as a cheap plot device to foreshadow future events in the plot and in a very lame way, IMO

Second, A Haunting was exacty what he said. "Just special effects and crap". If you were so afraid why didnt you just convince yourself that, admin. Face reality and you will be happier.

Administrator wrote: and we had Dish Network at the time and it was in 2007.

Dish Network sucks! So does Verizon. Obviously your mom wouldnt be dumb enough to waste money on such bad cable.

Administrator wrote:I was surfing through the guide as usual, and find a show called "A Haunting" and out of stupid curosity, I watched it.
One night I was fine.. next, I wasn't.. nightmare started to break the once God-protected serenity that I had and it affected me back.. I would stay up until 3:00 AM in the morning every night...waiting to see what would happen..(course nothing happened..)

Those nightmares were f**ked-up, man..

Like I said, you probably convinced yourself you were having these nightmares. Do you have insomnia, by chance? That can very much be responsible for driving someone up the wall.

Administrator wrote:Sometimes I would see things with featureless, pupiless eyes..

Rar! so scary!


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Administrator wrote: One time, it was something with hoofs..

Rar! EVEN SCARIER!

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Hey admin, any chance you were afraid of this as a child? That's a mighty fine horse, be a shame if anything happened to him...

I suffered it for 2 years..

2 STRAIGHT YEARS? Get the fuck out! Even B movie characters stop having reoccuring nightmares after like a week but thats probably because they DEAD!

In New Mexico was where the nightmares gained power...

Oh now you have to obey the evil hoofs too? wow.

and then coming back here...they were worse, My nightmares could rival some things..

GASP! They could rival... SOME THINGS?! Damn man.

My nightmares were torture.. it was always "Can't sleep until the clock strikes 3:00 AM(it changed to 1:00 AM at some point)

uh, maybe you were just going nuts from lack of sleep? Ever consider that?

Necropolises,Dystopia,graveyards,demons,rape,you name it..

And nobody ever dreams of these things over and over and over.... You can't control dreams! It sounds like you just kept thinking about that rabble.

Notably I have been banned from 5 forums..but something could have been the cause..

Now, this is POSITIVELY crap! Nothing caused you to be banned from these forums except for being an asshat! You just have to except that! I remember on Starmen.net you got banned for being a troll and not for being manipulated by "evil nightmares" into being one either. Really, you were just annoying and never thought before you posted.

When I posted something wrong and some of the members would throw their cruel words at me, I went insane..
Trying to get rid of the horrors by releasing anger..

uhh... anger management classes, sqeeze balls, those squishy buddies? Those all have a purpose, you know.

I also have large obsession with the final boss of the SNES game, EarthBound.. Giygas
Giygas has been told to be inspired by a traumatic event suffered by the creator of the game..

Gyigas is not an aborted fetus, STFU! And worshipping pixelated swirls? Really?!

Now I've gone through a lot..

Hoo boy, yes, yes we have.

I accidently saw my first glimpse of pornography at the age of 6..

Actually, you probably saw it during your first week of birth. Its a magical thing called BREAST FEEDING! Unless your mom had med problems or something. Then I clasp my hands and pity the lady.

I had a phobia of thunderstorms and lighting, but unlike most cases, I would go mental..
"I'VE GOTTA SAVE MY GAMES!*moves video games downstairs*""THERE'S A TORNADO WATCH IN OUR AREA!WE GOTTA PREPARE THE
ANIMALS!" and stuff like that..

heh, I lol'd at the "GOTTA SAVE MA GAMIES" you think that would matter in a severe electrical storm.

I suffered from a pornography addiction twice, and of course when I was 13 and 14, respectively..

Naked anime fairies is not porn.

I was neglected by my birthmother, she would bring some guy over and ignore me, I had to eat some Reese's pieces
once to fufill my hunger..She did not take care of me too well and she is mentally ill after all..

If your parents are being abusive call DYFIS ASAP. And all that candy's bad for your teeth son.

However she couldn't play because she thought the controls were hard to use..
However I played it and oddly it had two effects on me, for one it strengthened my nightmares and yet, two it
matured me in inexplicable ways(Weird, a M-rated game bringing a child stuck in a teen's body in the light and
maturing him..).

Wow, just wow. If that horror shizzle bothered you sooooo much, why continue to view it? COMMON SENSE! THE MORE YOU KNOW! STAR!

One day when a painter came to our house again(he was painting our piano)..and I flat out told about my nightmares
(kept it a secret for 2 years..) and my mom came up to my room and let out some holy water and the nightmares
were gone..Finally, serenity..

zomg! he was painting your piano?! Wow, hiring somebody to paint a piano. Did he ever marry the queen of england too? WTF?!

Umm you can buy Holy Water? Maybe if you live in Midgar or Twilight Town in Final Fantasy XXXIVIVIVIVWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIXIVIVXVIXIVXIVIXIVI. Ooh tell her to keep it far away from me! I'm a ghost you know <3

I'm a kid who survived two years of nightmares..

i still think this is complete and utter bull.

Now I do still have phasmophobia(fear of ghosts) and I have a feeling of malaise sometimes when I
see certain horror movies..

Why the fuck do you torture yourself?

and instead of being frightened by it,I have a interest in horror...

Cool.




Well, there you go, boys and girls, a full analysis. Admin, don't delete this. I am simply concerned about your health and how horror movies, lack of sleep, and dish network can be very damaging to it.

Thank you and goodnight.

Ghost of Mayfield Lodge wrote:Hello everyone, Ghost here. I really don't have any distrurbing life story to post in this topic so I have decided to expose the admin for trying to gain people's empathy so they'll feel sorry for him and join the forum. This is all a failure ploy and I woudnt take it with a grain of salt. So all you forumgoers, join me as we embark on a journey to expose all the flaws in this mans story. Granted there will be alot so bear with me on this.

Administrator wrote:I went through 2 years of recurring nightmares due to a paranormal show, despite being 12 at the time it happened and the show being what some would consider "Just special effects and crap".

The show was called "A Haunting", I remember correctly..

First off, recurring nightmares do not exist. You'd hafta be pretty stupid to even beileve something like that could happen. Recurring nightmares only happen in movies and novels as a cheap plot device to foreshadow future events in the plot and in a very lame way, IMO

Second, A Haunting was exacty what he said. "Just special effects and crap". If you were so afraid why didnt you just convince yourself that, admin. Face reality and you will be happier.

Administrator wrote: and we had Dish Network at the time and it was in 2007.

Dish Network sucks! So does Verizon. Obviously your mom wouldnt be dumb enough to waste money on such bad cable.

Administrator wrote:I was surfing through the guide as usual, and find a show called "A Haunting" and out of stupid curosity, I watched it.
One night I was fine.. next, I wasn't.. nightmare started to break the once God-protected serenity that I had and it affected me back.. I would stay up until 3:00 AM in the morning every night...waiting to see what would happen..(course nothing happened..)

Those nightmares were f**ked-up, man..

Like I said, you probably convinced yourself you were having these nightmares. Do you have insomnia, by chance? That can very much be responsible for driving someone up the wall.

Administrator wrote:Sometimes I would see things with featureless, pupiless eyes..

Rar! so scary!


[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]

Administrator wrote: One time, it was something with hoofs..

Rar! EVEN SCARIER!

[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]

Hey admin, any chance you were afraid of this as a child? That's a mighty fine horse, be a shame if anything happened to him...

I suffered it for 2 years..

2 STRAIGHT YEARS? Get the fuck out! Even B movie characters stop having reoccuring nightmares after like a week but thats probably because they DEAD!

In New Mexico was where the nightmares gained power...

Oh now you have to obey the evil hoofs too? wow.

and then coming back here...they were worse, My nightmares could rival some things..

GASP! They could rival... SOME THINGS?! Damn man.

My nightmares were torture.. it was always "Can't sleep until the clock strikes 3:00 AM(it changed to 1:00 AM at some point)

uh, maybe you were just going nuts from lack of sleep? Ever consider that?

Necropolises,Dystopia,graveyards,demons,rape,you name it..

And nobody ever dreams of these things over and over and over.... You can't control dreams! It sounds like you just kept thing about this rabble.

Notably I have been banned from 5 forums..but something could have been the cause..

Now, this is POSITIVELY crap! Nothing caused you to be banned from these forums except for being an asshat! You just have to except that! I remember on Starmen.net you got banned for being a troll and not for being manipulated by "evil nightmares" into being one either. Really, you were just annoying and never thought before you posted.

When I posted something wrong and some of the members would throw their cruel words at me, I went insane..
Trying to get rid of the horrors by releasing anger..

uhh... anger management classes, sqeeze balls, those squishy buddies? Those all have a purpose, you know.

I also have large obsession with the final boss of the SNES game, EarthBound.. Giygas
Giygas has been told to be inspired by a traumatic event suffered by the creator of the game..

Gyigas is not an aborted fetus, STFU! And worshipping pixelated swirls? Really?!

Now I've gone through a lot..

Hoo boy, yes, yes we have.

I accidently saw my first glimpse of pornography at the age of 6..

Actually, you probably saw it during your first week of birth. Its a magical thing called BREAST FEEDING! Unless your mom had med problems or something. Then I clasp my hands and pity the lady.

I had a phobia of thunderstorms and lighting, but unlike most cases, I would go mental..
"I'VE GOTTA SAVE MY GAMES!*moves video games downstairs*""THERE'S A TORNADO WATCH IN OUR AREA!WE GOTTA PREPARE THE
ANIMALS!" and stuff like that..

heh, I lol'd at the "GOTTA SAVE MA GAMIES" you think that would matter in a severe electrical storm.

I suffered from a pornography addiction twice, and of course when I was 13 and 14, respectively..

Naked anime fairies is not porn.

I was neglected by my birthmother, she would bring some guy over and ignore me, I had to eat some Reese's pieces
once to fufill my hunger..She did not take care of me too well and she is mentally ill after all..

If your parents are being abusive call DYFIS ASAP. And all that candy's bad for your teeth son.

However she couldn't play because she thought the controls were hard to use..
However I played it and oddly it had two effects on me, for one it strengthened my nightmares and yet, two it
matured me in inexplicable ways(Weird, a M-rated game bringing a child stuck in a teen's body in the light and
maturing him..).

Wow, just wow. If that horror shizzle bothered you sooooo much, why continue to view it? COMMON SENSE! THE MORE YOU KNOW! STAR!

One day when a painter came to our house again(he was painting our piano)..and I flat out told about my nightmares
(kept it a secret for 2 years..) and my mom came up to my room and let out some holy water and the nightmares
were gone..Finally, serenity..

zomg! he was painting your piano?! Wow, hiring somebody to paint a piano. Did he ever marry the queen of england too? WTF?!

Umm you can buy Holy Water? Maybe if you live in Midgar or Twilight Town in Final Fantasy XXXIVIVIVIVWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIXIVIVXVIXIVXIVIXIVI. Ooh tell her to keep it far away from me! I'm a ghost you know <3

I'm a kid who survived two years of nightmares..

i still think this is complete and utter bull.

Now I do still have phasmophobia(fear of ghosts) and I have a feeling of malaise sometimes when I
see certain horror movies..

Why the fuck do you torture yourself?

and instead of being frightened by it,I have a interest in horror...

Cool.




Well, there you go, boys and girls, a full analysis. Admin, don't delete this. I am simply concerned about your health and how horror movies, lack of sleep, and dish network can be very damaging to it.

Thank you and goodnight.

That thing with hooves was not a horse, but rather a demon.

and another thing, this is not a ploy to bring in members.
I'm just making threads.

and plus, that was when I was suffering from Astraphobia.

Astraphobia causes reoccuring nightmares? I thought that was the abnormal fear of thunder and lightning.

Like I said, you couldn't possibly have had nightmares for two years straight. That's still ridiculous. Just like blaming these "nightmares" for getting you banned on forums.

No, it's not that.

The recurring nightmares were around even when I wasn't on forums.

and also I was referring to the "going crazy during severe weather" stuff when I mentioned astraphobia.

Administrator wrote:No, it's not that.

The recurring nightmares were around even when I wasn't on forums.

and also I was referring to the "going crazy during severe weather" stuff when I mentioned astraphobia.

Well, you said:

"Notably I have been banned from 5 forums..but something could have been the cause.."

What did you mean by that?

Immaturity.